Hello Emo....Goodbye Happy

actually i'm ald EMO....but after tis incident....my life is gona flood wif emoness....hope i could go through tis...
I hope u noe tat tis story is bout u....wen u ar readin tis!!

I wonder y is tis hppnin again...i alwayz wish tat tis relationship should last till d end of my day...but i think God is soo jealous of tis relationship until he could break us up.....wel i can't put d blame on HIM...i should blame myself 4 not being a gud BFF...

Starting of tis year..i had a lot of fun wif her...n d best part is wen i bcame her mum,which i'm 2 young 2 b...but i had a great time wif my lovely daughter...
but asusual wen there is happy...sadness cums 2gether...
i try my best 2 avoid it...but i juz can't do it anymore....i wish i could rewind d time again...n correct back my mistakes....
i'm feelin so bad rite now...coz i told her yesterday tat,i'm not gona b there 4 her anymore....

But i'm glad tat she has a very nice person as a HUSBAND....which she recently posted it on fb...i'm sure tat her new BFF is always there 4 her...

Everyone learns sumthing in their life wen in a relationship...so did I!!!
I hv a lot of memories since i was young but d memories tat i had wif my BFF ar d best of all n un4getable ones....
I wish i could hv her back but...i dun think tat it is possible..

B4 i leave...i'm realy thankful 2 u...4 all tis while being there 4 me...
helpin me,giving me advice,being a shoulder wen i cry,make me laugh wen i'm sad...
THANKS 4 everthing honey^^LOVE u muakzzz....
n BYE...4ever!

ma life!!!

i hate ma life.. i wonder y did i born on this earth.. god gav me everything...but he took away ma bff...ho i rili luv the most... i had a lot of fun wif her...but now...i oni hav tears wif me... all the hapiness,sadness,emoness,tat v shared together had become ma memories 4 now...which will last forever n ever.... n guess wat...we were fightin lik tom n jerry last year... but this year we became bff...which i couldn't believe.. we fight 4 silly things...which was so childish... we even played in the rain together....which was so fun...but still childish...i guess... we even throw soya drink in the school toilet...just 4 fun...hehehe.... last year all this was a memory of me n her together as FF...Frens Forever... but this year i was so hapie....tat she was my BFF...Best Fren Forever... we were together in everythin...we shared our hapiness together...we shared secrets...until there is no more secrets between us... but....as time passes we started to seperate from each other.... she was busy wif her...while i was busy wif someother thing... we started to avoid each other... we started askin each other ar u angry wif me...which became our daily question????? but v still din giv up...v both took a decision to try out again...our frenship... as usual...it oni last for few days...but not more than 1 week... after tat....all started again...i alwayz feel...tat she oni need me wen she's in class...wen she is out of class.......i'm no one 4 her..which didn't bother me a lot... so i took ma decision...to just b her gud fren...but not BFF.... n she aso agree wif it...i took this decision...since she change her featured fren...to some one else... which rili broke ma heart...but she was still ma bff... so now....she is just ma gud fren.... i'm regretin y did i was sooo close to her...which caused me to be appart from her now... i wish she will be hapie wif her new life tat she's gona start wif her new bff...or even wif just her frens...cause tats wat i want from her...... as far as i noe...god has oni let her cry...eventhough he gav her hapiness...but she is alwayz sad inside....which i can really feel it...since i was always beside her... so i try as much as i can to mak her laugh everyday,every second....but now i wonder wheather i still can make her laugh...or i can't since i'm no more her bff....which rili hurts!!!!! i can oni say one thing before leavin..... she is a best bff....tat no 1 could hav in their life.... i'm thankin god ho gav me her as ma bff.... i wish i still can be her bff....but its too late.... so for now.... sorry 4 everything tat i did or talk,which hv hurt u.... i'm so sooooooooooooooory...... n its time to say gud bye to bff....cause its no more... n its aso time to say hi to ma gud fren....which is gona b ma new relationship with her.... i hope i can b her bff again....wen time passess....

M@ LoV3 $tOrY!!!!!!

My sweet love story
U alwayz make me smile
U ar alwayz in ma mind
U ar a tattoo on ma heart
U'ar part of ma soul
I'm here by ur side alwayz,but u can't c me
Missing u like crazy
Me n eu forever n alwayz
Jux me n eu forever
I'm yours
We belong together
Hapie moments shared together
Ma life would suck without eu
Lurbx eu soo much
I found ma prefect love